Sunday, August 30, 2009 . 22:57
Its silly, It's foolish.
That's what resides in me,
A mind out of its track,
A heart on an enduring road.
A far i shall be,
mesmerize by thy grace,
spread je wings over thy sorrow.
the least je could do.
That's what resides in me,
A mind out of its track,
A heart on an enduring road.
A far i shall be,
mesmerize by thy grace,
spread je wings over thy sorrow.
the least je could do.
Friday, August 28, 2009 . 20:23
Living to expectation,
Living just to meet what they had set on me,
Why do people want to,
Replace me with what they want me to be,
Liken to a replacement.
Liken to a puppet,
Dancing to the puppeteer's songs,
I can't move,
I can't be,
I am just a part of their play.
A puppet by destine,
A puppeteer by none,
Carefree and easy going,
Doesn't show a lack of personality,
Being still like water,
Doesn't mean emotionless,
I have a heart,
Its not too far from what you have,
It just that i am weak in my emotions,
I don't know how to express,
I have only words to show.
I am a dreamer,
Liken life to a play,
But to a rude awakening,
I hide away,i run away.
Its not easy,
To hear the snitch of the darkness,
Speaking of which rings,
The truth of the century.
There is only one thing,
One thing that i had decided for myself,
Myself to be a giver,
Giver of life and hope,
Hope and chance,
Chance to show,
Show all i could be,
Be in the future.
Living just to meet what they had set on me,
Why do people want to,
Replace me with what they want me to be,
Liken to a replacement.
Liken to a puppet,
Dancing to the puppeteer's songs,
I can't move,
I can't be,
I am just a part of their play.
A puppet by destine,
A puppeteer by none,
Carefree and easy going,
Doesn't show a lack of personality,
Being still like water,
Doesn't mean emotionless,
I have a heart,
Its not too far from what you have,
It just that i am weak in my emotions,
I don't know how to express,
I have only words to show.
I am a dreamer,
Liken life to a play,
But to a rude awakening,
I hide away,i run away.
Its not easy,
To hear the snitch of the darkness,
Speaking of which rings,
The truth of the century.
There is only one thing,
One thing that i had decided for myself,
Myself to be a giver,
Giver of life and hope,
Hope and chance,
Chance to show,
Show all i could be,
Be in the future.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 . 23:27
Julien.L sings
"I wrote this for my prettiest friend,
But while trying not to prove that i care,
I was trying not to make all my move in one motion and scare her away,
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she know she's amazing how
She has me holding my breath,
That i'll never guess that i am a none such unsuitable, suited for her"
"I wrote this for my prettiest friend,
But while trying not to prove that i care,
I was trying not to make all my move in one motion and scare her away,
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she know she's amazing how
She has me holding my breath,
That i'll never guess that i am a none such unsuitable, suited for her"
Monday, August 24, 2009 . 00:02
Shall no longer masked my thoughts in parables just for tonight.
It just felt so nostalgia as i walked pass my old neighbourhood. I wished i could hear the laughter's and nagging of the grandma's again. The aged tree still stood by the canal, providing shelter to those who played under it. The canal is still as calm and gentle with streams of water flowing. I missed those days.
Its time for me to give back what i had earned again. Always a strong believer in reaping and sowing, i decided to put forth my strength to serve the people again. I love people, i love smiles, i love delightful people and i want to see people happy. I shall sow my time to those who are in need of it. I am too fortunate to have a life of mine.
A sense of joy and sadness along with a hint of confusion engulfed me. I am afraid i would scared my joy away, with a possibility of being able to do so brought forth confusion. Yet the end result seems like a wave of sadness.
It just felt so nostalgia as i walked pass my old neighbourhood. I wished i could hear the laughter's and nagging of the grandma's again. The aged tree still stood by the canal, providing shelter to those who played under it. The canal is still as calm and gentle with streams of water flowing. I missed those days.
Its time for me to give back what i had earned again. Always a strong believer in reaping and sowing, i decided to put forth my strength to serve the people again. I love people, i love smiles, i love delightful people and i want to see people happy. I shall sow my time to those who are in need of it. I am too fortunate to have a life of mine.
A sense of joy and sadness along with a hint of confusion engulfed me. I am afraid i would scared my joy away, with a possibility of being able to do so brought forth confusion. Yet the end result seems like a wave of sadness.
I wish, I pray, I hope, I yearn
Earnestly
that things don't just conform to people's expectation.
Earnestly
that things don't just conform to people's expectation.
With love,
Julian. L
Julian. L
Sunday, August 23, 2009 . 00:51
A Singular path,
with no returns,
Regrets are just foolish.
with no returns,
Regrets are just foolish.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 . 15:56
20/08/09
I am a boy with two left feet,
I ain't got the slickest move,
I ain't got the groove of the move to charm you away.
But
I am a boy with words,
I got sweet heartfelt words,
I got only words of the moment to steal your heart away.
Never truly understood,
why i can't be a fool at thy sight,
but i am a fool gone wild for thy.
foolish silliness i will for thy.
A moment of the fleeting, a moment like this, some people had waited for a lifetime.
Embrace!
I am a boy with two left feet,
I ain't got the slickest move,
I ain't got the groove of the move to charm you away.
But
I am a boy with words,
I got sweet heartfelt words,
I got only words of the moment to steal your heart away.
Never truly understood,
why i can't be a fool at thy sight,
but i am a fool gone wild for thy.
foolish silliness i will for thy.
A moment of the fleeting, a moment like this, some people had waited for a lifetime.
Embrace!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 . 15:55
Shall it be like before
awaits as time passes by
or
shall i be like never
grasps whats within my grips
cooed and wooed endlessly
I did not cease
somewhat pensively i chase
with quiet blending i sang of love
oh of serious faith and inward glee
awaits as time passes by
or
shall i be like never
grasps whats within my grips
cooed and wooed endlessly
I did not cease
somewhat pensively i chase
with quiet blending i sang of love
oh of serious faith and inward glee
Sunday, August 16, 2009 . 23:56
infatuated oh of serious faith,
repugnance is equate to null,
exquisite smile of her eyes,
nevertheless thy beauty flows,
expression of infancy je will do.
Amidst the flowery words only one word truly expresses
~ 18grams of love ~
To: ___________
A prelude to a sequel.......
Saturday, August 08, 2009 . 13:35
The sensation had almost a tentative feeling to it,
liken the gossamer wing of a butterfly,
brushing pass silently,
stirring up nothing in void.
Forgotten was the uncertainty,
the shyness in their place,
remained unbridled in solemness,
the journey to the end.
It was the first,
never to be taken again,
Once to it all,
till again.
Perpetual at the lost of words,
silent yet steady i acknowledge it,
the moment too soon,
like a rings of consonants,
My first,
Journey home,
With grace and serenity,
to
Clara The Java Chip Munk
liken the gossamer wing of a butterfly,
brushing pass silently,
stirring up nothing in void.
Forgotten was the uncertainty,
the shyness in their place,
remained unbridled in solemness,
the journey to the end.
It was the first,
never to be taken again,
Once to it all,
till again.
Perpetual at the lost of words,
silent yet steady i acknowledge it,
the moment too soon,
like a rings of consonants,
My first,
Journey home,
With grace and serenity,
to
Clara The Java Chip Munk
Monday, August 03, 2009 . 22:15
I am not a boy,
not yet a man to be,
ALone.
Reminisce on all the things i had done,
I would have been someone.
Dear Julien,
Alone doesn't mean you are lonely,
As per norm, you took sometime off,
Spending a few little hours alone,
Walking and strolling,
Collecting your emotions and mind again,
Many are the times huge weights lay upon thy,
Few are the times joy overtake thy heart,
Always overjoyed for the tiny sparkles in thy eyes,
yet this sparkles are like supernovas in the admist,
Always pondering on thy one,
Always praying earnestly,
Always hoping for the well,
Always ending up distracted by the tiny sparkles,
Like a miner in the mine,
Toll and Slave,
A single sparkle brings delight,
A warmness of the heart saved,
A love overflowing,
Yet,
Hirtheto,
I will still,
Toll,
Slave,
Coo,
Woo,
Yearn,
For my
Dearest