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Wednesday, June 18, 2008 . 20:47

Just moments before I entered the room my pulse were racing, adrenaline rushed, blood gushed into my brain and i was hysterical. A sense of untold anticipation surrounds me. It was like the time of my life again.

Things haven't been looking good for me. Life isn't that smooth sailing at all. I struggled, I fought, I worked, I crack my skull and I am still alive. Many things filled my mind with doubts. I have many goals in life, yet when will I achieve them all. New goals will just appear as I grow older.

Time had go by me, when will it be my next opening? Do I feel liberated by that? I don't think likewise. Is everything still fine for you? Is everything coming into place in your life? I do hope so.


I just remember, Julian actually means youthful one. I am getting old but I am still young at heart. Childish at times?

Without wax,
Julian