Saturday, March 29, 2008 . 19:31
There had been so many important people in my life. Many of those we got close and ended up strangers. What am i doing? I don't know what is going either. I once had everything i needed. I left them behind and went on to another life. I know it sounded silly to think it in this manner...
My future seem dim and yet dark. I understand and plan my path but circumstances are not in my favor. Why do i live to regret right now? Where is the old sun shining boy? Guess he had grown up to be an gloomy old man.
When i was bathing, a stupid thought just came over me. Since your life is useless, why not end it. It isn't fun for you anymore and living will make no difference. Why live? What a dangerous trick there. Almost fell for it. Crazy thought. Even i am useless to myself i am still useful to someone else. Will i fall into depression or just another silence slumber.
Wow....this week isn't a wholly wonderful week to begin with anyway.
If i am given the chance again, i will cherish those who are important to me. I still miss those days with you. where are u right now? I gave up so i will just be a shadow of your past that you are ashame of. I knew i was never for you. But to me you are perfect. That's enough.
A fleeting moment in my memories,
An unintended meeting that never occur,
A romance that has yet to be fill,
A life to be with you.
My future seem dim and yet dark. I understand and plan my path but circumstances are not in my favor. Why do i live to regret right now? Where is the old sun shining boy? Guess he had grown up to be an gloomy old man.
When i was bathing, a stupid thought just came over me. Since your life is useless, why not end it. It isn't fun for you anymore and living will make no difference. Why live? What a dangerous trick there. Almost fell for it. Crazy thought. Even i am useless to myself i am still useful to someone else. Will i fall into depression or just another silence slumber.
Wow....this week isn't a wholly wonderful week to begin with anyway.
If i am given the chance again, i will cherish those who are important to me. I still miss those days with you. where are u right now? I gave up so i will just be a shadow of your past that you are ashame of. I knew i was never for you. But to me you are perfect. That's enough.
A fleeting moment in my memories,
An unintended meeting that never occur,
A romance that has yet to be fill,
A life to be with you.
