Monday, February 11, 2008 . 19:21
Today being the first day of my attachment and i was so tired and slack !! How can i carry on a life like this.
My mind is just of full of thoughts and ideas. But what are ideas when they can't be put into action. I longed for a romantic courtship and a loving relationship. It always been a dream and a target i am working towards. I believe i can do better than before, why can't i just find a chance?
Too caught up? Disillusion? Fear?
I have one chance but do i dare ? Stupid Julian.
I think i have fallen.