Friday, January 25, 2008 . 21:31
The lump around my stomach is getting softer by the day, it's forming, it's evolving and it's terrifying.
What am i to do!!
It had been a rather slack week for me. Going through the daily routine of lectures and fighting the all mighty Zzzzz monster. hee.. However I guess i had benefited from the course. I had learn and experience much.
Temper boils, temper flares, temper overrun, temper destroy and temper have a limit.
Hadn't been good in dealing with it this week, what is going on? It just snap and i am gone into the temper mood. oh no!!
Emotions kill us all, emo creatures are just what mens are. We dwell on the past and it's eating us alive bit by bit and we can't fight it off. This toxic poison is here to stay. Can we move on or can we just stay there being such a pitiful soul. Yet I am fighting it day by day. When will it ever be my turn to get my cure? What is the cure for it again? New love? or a new agenda in mind?
Had had been trying to get rid of this old mentally, i really have to break free from the fear that cripples me to desire for someone new. I have been so passive all this while waiting for the one to appear. Should i go or should i stay?
Guitar is beautiful, Singing is crap!! I can't sing. I croak. Learn 3! 3333333 new songs this week. Can't sing them but i can play them.
Where is my silver lining,
Been thinking about it,
is it real or fake?
What am i to do!!
It had been a rather slack week for me. Going through the daily routine of lectures and fighting the all mighty Zzzzz monster. hee.. However I guess i had benefited from the course. I had learn and experience much.
Temper boils, temper flares, temper overrun, temper destroy and temper have a limit.
Hadn't been good in dealing with it this week, what is going on? It just snap and i am gone into the temper mood. oh no!!
Emotions kill us all, emo creatures are just what mens are. We dwell on the past and it's eating us alive bit by bit and we can't fight it off. This toxic poison is here to stay. Can we move on or can we just stay there being such a pitiful soul. Yet I am fighting it day by day. When will it ever be my turn to get my cure? What is the cure for it again? New love? or a new agenda in mind?
Had had been trying to get rid of this old mentally, i really have to break free from the fear that cripples me to desire for someone new. I have been so passive all this while waiting for the one to appear. Should i go or should i stay?
Guitar is beautiful, Singing is crap!! I can't sing. I croak. Learn 3! 3333333 new songs this week. Can't sing them but i can play them.
Where is my silver lining,
Been thinking about it,
is it real or fake?