Monday, December 17, 2007 . 12:32
Day after day, the social night is drawing nearer and nearer.
Who am i to invite?
Who will be the one to be there with me?
My heart yearn to have her as my partner for that very night. How far will a man's dream goes? How possible is impossible? ( Just a silly thought!!)
I am trying hard to move on, leaving the baggage of the past and throwing away all the regrets. It's been a month since i left church. A part of me is missing. It's like a new man fitting into a old man's skin. It's hard to carry on in that life.
Who am i to invite?
Who will be the one to be there with me?
My heart yearn to have her as my partner for that very night. How far will a man's dream goes? How possible is impossible? ( Just a silly thought!!)
I am trying hard to move on, leaving the baggage of the past and throwing away all the regrets. It's been a month since i left church. A part of me is missing. It's like a new man fitting into a old man's skin. It's hard to carry on in that life.
Exams are still on tomorrow despite of all this matters which seems so big in my mind. I have study and i know my efforts will not go in vain. I will strive on!!
My happiness,
Their happiness,
I will make it possible!!